I miss you…I miss you so much…
I want to tell you, but I know I can’t.

No, I know you would listen…you are more then a friend,
You are my angel. Always there for me, despite my insanity.
You would listen, and then you would hurt. Hurt because
You’d feel like you had wronged me. No, you have not wronged me…

I could never blame you, and I’ll tell you this that’s true,
Nothing you do is wrong in my eyes.

I could never be mad at you…never truly. I could never hate you,
It would tear my heart out just to try. My mind could not doubt you,
And yet my heart fears…

Absence makes the heart the heart grow fonder,
Or at least that is what they say,
Or does it make it forgetful…?
Against this, I do pray.

No distance to come between us…
at least wait another year.
Just one more year together,
Would ease this raging fear.

No…in truth I pray for much more then that.
I’ve prayed for so long…forgive me for these doubts.

I’ve never known anyone who would…
Anyone who could…

…And it grieves me so.

No, do not cry for me…
Why cry? Why not laugh?
It’s foolish anyway…

Forever…such a powerful word.
So elusive to my simple mind.

Laugh…please, laugh for me.
I love your laugh. Your smile.
They could take a heart of ice,
And melt the pain away.

No…please do not cry,
Tears shed for me only drag
my heart deeper down.

Please laugh, please smile,
No longer should you frown.

I miss you, that is all…

No? No, it is not all, you say?
Yes…yes, you know me well.

Miss you…miss you so.

But worry not, my friend…
I am wise enough. I will not turn aside for this…
My heart will not turn rough.

Please still stay beside me,
In heart at least, I pray. If only I could hear your heart
Call out to me this day.

Are you thinking of me?
…I hope so.
Are you waiting for me?
…I pray so.
Are you coming for me?
…I don’t know.

So many words…
I could say a thousand, and never finish…
But fear not, I will not say so many.

Yes, I laugh now. I can smile now…
If only I say those words that echo through my mind…

I miss you.